today is mine and rob's 9-month anniversary! yayy


it's also what would have been my one year anniversary with greg....LOLOLOL. i almost miss that douchebag.

almost.


my classes today were pretty awesome. my hartford history class is going to be amazing omggg. the president of my university co-teaches it and he's basically the shit. my vietnam war class...well we'll see. my class with goldstein last semester was kind of a disaster, but i have hope for this one. plus, i know next to nothing about this war. so, yeah.

so now i have no classes or anything until monday at 5 pm. my schedule is awesome. :p


have a good day/evening everyone! <3

rob is going to be here in like 10 hours. EXCITED DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COVER IT~ =D


dear greg, gtfo my head, i'm tired of your face being there. also your comment on her wall... D: that's all i can say.

why can't we just go back to the time when you were just "that cute guy in my psych class"? it would make my life a lot easier.

k, thanks.

lolol why am i such a failure. to make up for it, here's rob as a little kid!:


cutest. thing. ever. aww i love him <3

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH

i emailed a couple of my professors about stuff...but yeah i don't wanna talk about school right now. i just hope everything works out~!

in better news, i'm going to six flags in new jersey later! :D with scott, calvin, marie, michelle, and maybe ashley. i'm so excited! one last awesome time before i go home for the summer. :D i can't wait to ride the superman roller coaster again, where they turn the seats so you're lying on your stomach for the whole ride...:D amazing.

i hung out with greg a little today, helping him move out and whatnot. we hugged. i'm happy that we're friends. so far from where we've been..i know we're cool. :D

wheee sleep? maybe?

so greg was dressed as a mouse for this children's play he was in today... OMFG HE WAS SO CUTE~ :D

but now cleanseoursouls inspired me to take pictures of my walls! SINCE I KNOW YOU ALL WANT TO SEE HOW AWESOME/MESSY MY DORM IS YAY

taken with my webcam so they kinda suck lawl but shh

( always d-dancing down the street with your suede blue eye-eyes )

lolol that was kind of boring, but i hope you all enjoyed a glimpse into my life~!

and now, it's party time. ahhh yeeeah...STN is going to kick the informer's ass in the beer pong tournament, byyy the way. haha.

my brother is coming to my school next year. WHAT THE SHIT?!

i mean he seemed to like it and stuff i just...i'm worried he won't like it enough to want to stick around. i want him to be happy and have a good college experience...and while this school is what i was looking for, in terms of size and atmosphere and whatnot, i don't think it's what he really wants. but uha is the best option for him right now i guess, money-wise and academically.

holy fuck. i'm going to be in school with my brother again.

and i still can't accept that my little brother is graduating from high school...
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i don't want to go into it but i guess i really am through pretending that things are ever going to happen again with greg. i knew it all along but it hurts to finally be told it...

i don't want to give up hope...
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rob makes me feel so much better about my life. i can't believe i never saw it before...

this might go places? and even if it doesn't, it's amazing to have a shoulder to cry on, to know someone who i can talk about absolutely anything with, who i get along so well with...

i've been wrong in these matters before, but i think for once - for real - i might have stumbled into something good...

thefridayfive

1. How long ago did you join LJ? over 4 years ago - january 1st, 2004
2. How did you find out about LJ? i was already a member of ujournal and greatestjournal, but people on 667 dark avenue, a message board i used to post on, were LJ members, so i jumped on the bandwagon once it stopped requiring an invite code
3. If someone introduced you to LJ, is s/he still on your friends list? well i still have katetherobot, kelcea, and aquat1cf1sh there, so, yes :D
4. Have you introduced anyone to LJ? oh probably, though i can't remember offhand
5. Is your LJ public or friends only, and why? it's a mixture. it's more public lately, because i just don't really care, but i go friends only sometimes, when it's something more seious or stuff that i don't feel like sharing with just anyone. i've gone through periods, though, where my journal has been completely friends only, and i like the privacy it brings.


we've been planning to go play laser tag tonight (we being me, scott, ashley, jared, marie, and a few others...you know, my usual suspects)...but now with the snow coming we might not. :( i'll still have a fun night regardless, but it would be so much fun to get off campus.


greg imed me of his own free will both last night and this afternoon, and i saw him walking to class when i was helping emily shoot stuff for STN. :D i'm such a loserrr haha.

i came to some realizations as i laid in bed at 5 am thinking about everything that's happened this past week. don't really want to say much else except i wrote 4 pages of perfect stream-of-consciousness thoughts and it was cathartic.

maybe i'll show him. maybe not. we'll see if the time feels right.


in other news
-one of the sinks in the bathroom is broken and the water won't shut off
-i'm running on 3 hours of sleep
-i tripped down 2 stairs while trying to answer my phone this morning and i twisted my ankle and shit it hurts D:

but I'M STILL IN A GOOD MOOD O_o

today is going to be good, no matter what life throws at me.

STN stuff, class, more STN stuff, riding drunk van around with scott, etc.

and tomorrow, wesleyan to see henry, there's a rave/party at some frat we're gonna go to, i'm spending both nights there?



good day, livejournal. O_o

greg bought me this skirt that i had been eying when we went to the mall near where he lives. at the time i was like meeehh it's nice but i'm not gonna get it, and i never expected him to actually buy it for me! it's varying shades of brown and it's kinda hippie-ish. i can't wait to wear ittttt. also, his mom put some stuff in a bag for me - chocolate, a box of tea, and a canister of pink hot chocolate (haha wtf). also he got me some pretty magenta-colored flowers. all i got him was a card =[ but i'll go to the mall this weekend and look for stuff.

tonight we just hung out mostly talking and watching flight of the conchords on youtube, and i got really sleepy around 11 so he cuddled me and let me nap for like an hour. :) it was the most adorable shit ever.

i think...i'm in love?

:)


but yeah i'm still really tired and i have to wake up early to do homework for my irish history class D: so niiight

emily i forgot to tell you in capschat but the chocolate/caramel cake is amazing it's all gooey and warm om nom nom nom


guys what am i supposed to get greg for valentine's day? he got me something so i feel like i have to, too D:


last night was fun. i met two of his friends, sarah and johnny d. awesome people...we saw my school's production of "orpheus in the underworld" which was ridiculous but fantastic. it was good times i heart him etc <3


yeah so...back to classes tomorrow. yay ?


i already can't wait for next weekend

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yesss.

i have to wake up really early and go finish my package for STN

greg is amazing blah blah the usual

i get to meet some of his friends this weekend probably! scott and taryn (a couple) and sarah and johnny (another couple haha). i hope it all works out because they all sound like pretty rad people. well i met scott briefly last saturday when greg and i went out to the mall and various places near where he lives. scott is awesome. last weekend was kinda epic, i never wrote about it huh? well...nngh...maybe another time

this weekend will probably be epic too =) we'll see

ok yeah, goodnight i think!

greg has an excuse every night of why he won't spend the night with me...

but i will convince him yet...right?

saturday he's got his mom's car for the day so we're totes gonna go places and i might meet a bunch of his friends and stuff. this also means maybe friday night...hmm?!

he's so cute in every way possible. gaaahh <3


life is good. i have a 2-3 page paper due at 11 and like yeah i didn't start it. it's just a brief autobiography though so i mean it's easy...i think.

also i have my first america in the 1960s class tonight at 5. excited doesn't even begin to explain how i feel :D i'm praying i won't be let down...

tonight..i don't know. just snuggling, kissing, talking about all sorts of things, tickling each other (heh). i love it. idk my mind is so scattered...but it's amazing to know that someone cares about you just as much as you care about them. :)


i've got my first classes of the semester later - modern irish history at 9:30 and intro to philosophy at 10:30. yeahhh.


also...RIP, heath ledger. the more i think about it, the more it boggles my mind. like some of you on my flist have said, he wasn't one of my favorite actors, but he was in some great movies...i don't understand why these things have to happen...